| We're so close, yet so far. |
[Jul13th2009|07:05pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
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Visited the doctor, yet again ._.
Yeah I know my immune system so lousy.
My cough was being a stubborn bitch, refusing to go away.
I was getting irritated with my own coughing as well. And embarrassed.
( Random gibberish about today and yday. )
Random, but..
Sometimes I feel kinda out of place in my class when I see people beside me talking and I'm in the middle alone talking to myself and replying with my own thoughts.
Maybe I don't really click with my classmates as well as I thought.
Can never find people like J or 1/9 or LTLT or Sixters or SSC or 4E man.
Sec school is really where you make friends that would last.
For a long long time. And they would not fade away with time.
Miss sec school days man.
Gonna start listening more in classes, and get out of my holiday mood.
I FINISHED MY FIRST DRAFT FOR EOM AND I GOT TOO MANY WORDS LOL.
PLS DON'T REJECT MY ARTICLE. Ok lah I didn't really rack my brains while doing it though.
Lol not much effort put in so I can't expect that much yeah?
Note to self:
Be nice to J everyday.
Be prepared for the worst (results) and do not freak out.
Sleep early tonight.
Be happy tmr morning.
BE MORE HARDWORKING.
Love the world (:
Embrace LIFE.
Hahaha OK I SHOULD STOP YES I KNOW I'M NUTS. |
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[Jul11th2009|11:22pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  sick | ] |
Am still sick, since thurs.
Cough is really bad now, oh man I think Im dying.
Didn't attend school on thurs, went on fri despite having a two day mc.
WAS A TERRIBLE CHOICE. I could not concentrate at all.
The med was making my head heavy and me feeling so lethargic,
I needed to get back home and just sleep.
Thank god it was a short day, or I would have DIED.
EOM is crazy, I don't think I can hand in my first draft by tues c'mon my st haven't get back to me about my articles lah how she expect me to rush out a proper draft in 3 days?!!!
MYE results are mad, as expected ._.
E for gp essay and U for chem sect b BUT apparently I'm one of da best alr.
H1 chem was horrid MrC only managed to squeeze out one pass so far and is still looking.
Summation is driving me crazy. But at least I can solve a few qns.
Econs essay or essay outline? PLS REPLY ME MRH!!!!
Missed a long day of school on thurs, good or bad?
Idk I got to rest (sleep!!!!!) but I need to catch up.
Missing one day of jc is madness I swear.
Heard gp lsn was retarded as usual and that the 2 new tchers are not that bad.
Okay I need to get back to summation.
Med is kicking in, starting to feel sleepy. HEAVY HEAD.
MY EARS ARE BLOCKED IRRITATING SHIT.
I HATE BEING SICK AT SUCH A TIME U KNOW.
MY FAMILY BOUGHT HOME A FEAST TODAY AND I COULDNT EAT A LOT OF FOOD.
STINGRAY, SATAYS, CHICKIE WINGS, FRIED RICE, OATMEAL PRAWNS, CRAYFISH OH MAN.
WASTED SHIT. ): I WANT TO EAT ARGH!!!!!!!
I just ate a little of hor fun, oyster egg and duck meat.
THE DUCK MEAT GRAVY HAD CHILLI IN IT :O
ON MAN I DIDN KNOW I HOPE MY THROAT WONT DIE TMR.
Even though it's kinda as good as dead now lol.
It's official, I'm gonna take a long time to recover. ):
I keep sleeping after eating these 2 days, it's a wonder that I lost weight.
Like hahah I was so shocked I couldnt believe my own eyes lah okay!!!!
I weighed myself again and oh yes I did lose weight.
Ohmy, the wonders being sick does to you.
Maybe the med is eating away the insides of me LOL.
I think I'm a horrible person at times.
I was so.. Mad in the morning.
Letting my petty-ness and anger take over me again.
I must really suck, so controlled by my emotions.
I cried over nothing, as if crying would make me feel better.
Well mentally yes, but physically I felt worse.
Fever came, and went and then came back to haunt me again.
I hate being sick. I rather be bored in school than be sick ever again.
P.S. My eldest bro has officially graduated from SMU (:
Wow when would it be my turn man? |
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